;; i didnt want it to end this way

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Saturday, May 20, 2006

STRESS

BUT

im not gonna run away from things alr
LETS FACE THE MUSIC
yes music.
today was a bad-hide-your-face day!
only two ruans, szuan and me
then moses conducted pract
dont wana talk about it :S
we just suck lah
but its okay!
im gonna make sure ill play every single note audibly and no more complains and laughter!
JIAYOU SZUAN JIAYOU MIC
MIC YOU CAN DO IT (:

i failed maths and history was practically on the verge of failing
im on the brink of collapsing too
HAHA to all that i said my last words to
dont worry! i wont throw my life away like that!
hahahaha.

after going through so much
esp this year, i guess ive seen enough and had enough
like sharon said, smile even if theres then things to frown about and one to smile (:

im not stressed about my shit results
but more of worried on what my next step should be
but ive been too reliant on pple
this time, im gonnna learn to do things by myself
and i HAVE and MUST do well
its the last lap alr
PIAH all the way!

things to accomplish:
(short term)
1. pract all the songs
2.call uncle simon
3. call dental
4. LA portfolio and essay
5. history essay
6. BIO task or SIA
7. PIAH SIAS( WE ARE SO DEAD)
8. visit the musuem and the oral history place

(long term)
1. be able to play music
2. improve my ruan
3. get into HCJC
4. PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS FOR MATHS
5. do well for history!
6. NYCO CONERT (:
7. GE CONCERT (:
8. to stay (: (: EACH DAY!

theres still some more but thats all i can think of
my brain is not exactly active now

it was when i heard your name,
i started thinking,
where'd you go
i miss you so ..

;; right from the beginning